Hello Your question is not clear , but what i am able to perceive from your doubt i am answering you .

No need to be worry , I suggest you some advise as you do not have enough money to get admitted in the college and your family condition is not well , So don't take any coaching , just prepare by following the Syllabus of CA  from your smartphone , On youtube there is alot of content , do hardwork and prepare online you will definitely get success .

If you want to get admission in college then apply for scholarship It will help you , get admission in a college (affordable to you ) and along with that prep online