Hi Aadil,

There is no need to get worried if you see your friends or acquaintance going to their colleges. First and foremost you need to relax your nerves and calm yourself down because I am being brutally honest with you that the coming time may break you and you may feel betrayed at times from your near and dear ones. You need to introspect. What you see yourself doing with all your devotion? It may take time and there high chances of failure in them too. If possible try to look out for any opportunity which could make you one step closer on whatever thing you wish to do. For eg if you wish to pursue content writing then don't let go any internship just for the reason it being unpaid. Do it. It will help you in building patience and also you'll be able to get the feedback as well. Meanwhile if you did not wish to pursue graduation then you can enroll yourself for DIPLOMA and even if that you don't wish to do then enroll yourself for UG through distance learning. This will help you to keep your mind busy in constructive way while you are on your path of exploration.

Just remember this thing "Better be late than sorry" it will help you a lot in this journey.

All the best!