Hello Aspirant,

You don't have to feel low about this.This problem can occur with anyone at any point of time in life and what it take it to be strong and smart and that will make you great.Now i can give you various options.First is get admission in normal college with low fees or get admission through distance education as that wont cost you much and the you can prepare for government exams which are provide very good jobs with well settled future.This will be best option for you.

I hope this helps.