Hii dear,
I hope you fine in this pandemic sutivation.no need to worry about results abhishek.you have to interested ennignering stream and UPSC right dear.i will clarify all your doubts Abhishek.
1)first you to do one thing ,once you have to join ennignering just you clear semesters at the same  time you prepare UPSC also.
2) you completed your graduation in best college after that you prepared 1 year for UPSC exam.
3) otherwise, u can joinIAS coaching after 12but u have to complete ur graduation as well. So to complete ur graduation u can fill distance learning form for graduation course in bachelor of arts with subjects like geography, political science, history, economics. It's is helpfull to CRACK UPSC.
4) you can join ennignering stream after that you do job related to our engineer stream dear.
This four oppitions to you Abhishek.
First off all you overcome to your depression okay.
I hope you understand. Any queries email mee saishalini888123@gmail.com, all the best.
I hope you understand,
Thankyou.