Hi Aditya,

Stories comes to an end but life keeps going on. I may tell you a story or two or you can get them on internet as well but they would just give you an adrenaline rush. This means your fight or flight mode getting activated but with overwhelmed feelings you won't be able to calm your nerves so as to concentrate on your preparation.

The best thing you should do now is to go for a break for a day or two maybe or till the time you get that urge to start again. Family only poses their expectations for us to do well and of you  got the spark then trust me no matter from where you'll do your graduation it should be your love to learn that will be going to help you in the long run.