Hello student,

First of all I want to say that you should not be broken up with your mental depression.You can do lots of things in that situation also. Please let me know whether you are graduate or not. If you pass your graduation level then you can get clerk level or PO jobs in banks after passing the IBPS examination.what that you have to prepare yourself with the syllabus of this examination and also you should join a course for spoken english.Try and try. Don't ever think that you cannot do. After completing your graduation level u also can join in in some private bank . So my advice is that you should first complete your graduation level from any university or open University.