Hello hello,

Please do not feel bad because of your mother. Ignore all the thoughts of leaving a house because you do not know about the reality of outside world. You are safe in your home under your parents.  If your mother scold you, say bad words to you please just ignore that. Think that your kitchen is the one you unconditionally and if you leave her then what will happen to her. Your father will blame her for everyt thing if you leave your house.

I think you should take your time and understand what you can do to make everything sorted in your house.

Coming to your point of dependent on your father. See, you are the responsibility of your father so please do not say that you are dependent on him.

You can become independent but everything has a particular age. So please remove everything bad thing from your mind and enjoy your life without any fail.

If you have parents, You have everything:)

God bless you dear!