Hey!
I appreciate your efforts to ask a question from the best minds of the country. But I would like to bring something in your notice. Dear, your question is incomplete. Nobody can help you but you yourself.
Sit calmly.
Take a deep breath.
Analyze your life. Think about what you're doing right now. Then try to figure it out what is missing. What's wrong?
And then you can edit this question and you may seek the right answer.
Thanks a lot.

Dear sharda,

Greetings.I think your question is incomplete.If you clearly asked the question then it will be easier for us to guide you.