Dear student, 
Hope you are doing well Nani. 
Let's be honest! So according to your score in NEET 2019 and your also considering your category , I don't think you will get a mbbs seat in a govt college because of your poor score through which you will be not eligible for the best colleges.
You will get a lot of medical college in private sector but the only problem for you will be the fee which will cost you high.
You will also get colleges as per as your fee structure but they won't be having good facilities, faculty, infrastructure, placement etc according to the norms.
I highly recommend you to either pay high and get a good college or can also try next year if you want to. At the end of the day it's your choice and life to decide the best for yourself.
Hope this helped you.
Good luck!