Hello there!
Here are few ways in which you can pursue what you want-
1. You can fill form from private for completing your education.
2. You need to check whether you can pursue it from some good school. There will be some clause in NEP, relating to this. So kindly check if your desired school has this or not.
3. You need to stop thinking if you will succeed or not.
4. Do some online courses also so that you can have a edge. Those degrees also look good on resume.
Good Luck!