Hii aspirant ,

Coming to your question I would like to tell you that being a neet dropper is itself a another pressure and their are ups and down in everyone's life especially in this age group, just stop this thing if you can't manage both the bf and the study ,for to study more just keep in mind that you want to be a doctor and you have to add a prefix to your name that is dr Ayesha Sayyed :), and remember the happier face of your parents when you crack the exam this will definately motivate you and stop you from being distracted ,

Hope this helps you ,

Feel free to ask if you face any issues or doubt regarding this ,

Good luck.